im done November 5, 2009

thinking something’s going to change. putting my hope in it changing. 

you are beautiful and man! your love for God gives me chills, but i can’t keep doing this to myself.

i’m done daydreaming. i need to focus on Him and the beautiful, beautiful Cross. 

GOD TAKE THESE FEELINGS FROM ME. I CAN’T DO IT WITHOUT YOU. I’M NOT STRONG ENOUGH.

I NEED YOU.

my heart wants to burst. please Father, keep it together.

today November 2, 2009

He is breaking me.

He is showing me how wonderful and big He is.

How much He cares for me, and how much I need Him.

Tears won’t stop rolling down my face. I can’t breathe.

The pain of knowing how sinful and disgusting I am, and how beautiful He is, how much He loves me. is killing me.

I see what satan is doing to my sisters and I can’t help but be angry.

I can’t help but want to scream.

Leave us alone!

Jesus I beg you! Please be with them right now! Wrap your arms around them and pour your love out on them! Tell them of your love for them! Show them You’re fighting for them 24/7. YOU NEVER LET GO!

Show them the cross over and over and over.

Don’t let them run!

 

I beg you.

oh how He loves us July 25, 2009

When people disappoint me I take it really hard.

I forget that they’re human like me, that we’re all sinners.

At the same time though, as soon as a human disappoints me I try to run away from God.

I seem to forget that He loves me. He loves you.

Man. How in the world do I forget???

I’m sinful!!! But He still sent His precious Son to die on the cross for me to have salvation!

How crazy is that?!

I didn’t do anything to deserve it! He chose to give us salvation because of HIS LOVE!

OH HOW HE LOVES US!

God continues to break me. I need to let Him.

Spanish word of the day June 1, 2009

Hey everybody! Hope you’re having a wonderful day so far!

As many of you know I speak spanish. And a lot of you have told me you’d like for me to teach you spanish. I thought a fun way to do it would be to start with Spanish word of the day.

I’m going to start with important words in the Gospel because we have a bunch of people going to Mexico this summer and someone asked me to do that. If you have any suggestions or any words that you want to learn please leave a comment with the word on here.

I’m going to twitter them everyday, and my twitters feed into my facebook so you’ll be able to read them on there as well. If you don’t have twitter or don’t read facebook that often than I can text them to you (I’ll only text them to you if I know  you :/), so you can message me your phone number and I can do that.

If you have any suggestions on a better way to make this work please let me know

I hope this works out well, and you get to learn some spanish

love,

gisele.

it was clear all along. May 19, 2009

My every medicine causes more illness
And a hard rain’s gonna fall
And until I let you go I didn’t know, you were never mine at all

mwy

so many things I have to think about, so many decisions to make, so many feelings to tame.

I just don’t want to think for a while.

I love it when God decides to point out what I should I have seen a long time ago, when nothing makes sense.

I love Him, because I know that through it all He’s going to be holding my hand, and cheering me on.

I love Him, because He’s not afraid to hurt my feelings.

I love Him, because He loved me first.

From my left eye flow tears of joy, February 23, 2009

of sorrow from my right.

You are stronger October 6, 2008

There is love that came for us
Humbled to a sinner’s cross you broke my shame and sinfuless you rose again victorious

Faithfulness none can deny through the storm and through the fire there is truth that sets me free Jesus Christ who lives in me

You are stronger you are stronger

Sin is broken, You have saved me

It is written, Christ is risen

Jesus you are Lord of all

No beginning and no end You’re my hope and my defense you came to seek and save the lost you paid it all upon the cross

So let your name be lifted higher
Be lifted higher be lifted higher

October 6, 2008

        

too many things at once. September 9, 2008

“And I tried to write in style
But the words just come and I write them as soon as I see them.”-Manchester Orchestra

Laminin September 8, 2008

So how amazing is God? This is how amazing He is.

Watch this and be even more amazed by His greatness.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e4zgJXPpI4

 

Please watch this.

Thank you Melissa for showing me this.

 

gisele.